Whats it like

A while back someone ask whats it like being an angel mom? At the time i didnt know but now I know...Its like loving someone you cant touch or hear or have interacctions with. Try having a baby, Going home empty handed, then not having them there at ALL. I woke up to pump by alarm not by baby. I got to eat HOT meals not cold. I got to take showers however long i wanted not be begging someone to watch her soi can get the 3 day stench off. I have Memories not realality. I have pictures not HER. Being an angel mom is basicly like being in jail...talking through glass, no touching.

Thats what it feels like to be an Angel mom.