Every Storm Cloud Runs out Of Rain

What a rainbow baby?     The child you have afte the lose of another child. I never thought i would be trying to have a rainbow baby after having Kennedy...YOU get married, Have babies, grow old, your children bury you. Not the other way around. When you grow up you are never told that this could happen. I honestly NEVER would have thought something could go wrong with the heart, I was worried about other defects but the heart. Honestly I wasnt sure if i was ready to become "a Heart mom". The journey that God laid be for me, i wanted to scream "why my baby" what did i ever do to deserve this.....But i was soooo blind.

Having a heart baby really wasnt all bad. She showed me what TRUE LOVE was. Kennedy taught me sooo many lessons, I never would have know without her. I wanted a "NORMAL" baby but how do we know what normal is what if a Heart defect is "normal" in Heaven. I have met sooo many new friends that have become family "MY HEART FAMILY", while i lost my dad and most of that side of the family. I gained a new family the elite of the elite.

While i have lost soo many i used to call friends, i gain twice as many. Like the song says..."EVERY STORM RUNS OUT OF RAIN..." Just because I lost a child doesnt mean i cant be happy, theres no way my daughter would want me to cry, greive forever. I like to think when i have a "bad day" Kennedy is sitting next to me saying"momma i am right here and always will be".

I want everyone to know you can always ask questions about kennedy or our lives...ill answer to the best of my ability or ill find out the answers. I may cry but there not sad tears they are happy tears because you remembered her!!

To my angel, We love you and you are never far from our minds.