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Tuesday, November 13, 2012

Guide Her Like you did me!!

" If i get to heaven before you have babies, I hug them and kiss them, Then I will send them to you SPOILD"

I vagly rememberthis but i do remember it. My Cousin(second but she is a cousin), had spina bifida, but it NEVER slowed her down. The drs told her she could do anything and she belived it. But from a young age i knew SARAH was differant but in my eyes she was her own kind of normal. Sarah never cared about what others thought, She loved like every day was her last. Sarah was everything i wished i could be. She went out with a bang just like she wanted.

When we found out Kennedy had a heart defect, i thought of sarah...I was going to teach her to fight just like she had done. That there was NO DIFFERANCE between you and the cheerleader doing flips...we would find away for you to do something if we had to. I knew i couldnt do it without sarah but she was guiding me and telling me i could, Just like we told her she could. I could she her face telling me that if i gave up she was going to kick my Butt.

Sarah, was our reason to fight. She gave me the greatest hope for Kennedy. I knew she gave me kennedy because she knew i would teach her to fight and fight and fight. Sometimes it doesnt feel like either one of them is gone. Yes LIFE IS SOOOOOOO unfair i have had to learn this the hard way but i learned it.

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