Sunday, July 1, 2012
Second At BEST!!!!!!
Little girls look up to there daddies, They show them what a MAN should be like. How they are suppoesed to be treated, What unconditional love IS.
Guarrenteed Not all girls are dealt the hand I was dealt but hey i wasnt complaining.
UNTIL KNOW.........Divorse SUCKS!! Spliting up everything, handiling children, Laywers!!! But it happens TO EVERYONE!!!! Me, well i just happened not to get GUAREENTEED every other weekend ( i am not a minor). I would have loved to been able to see him every other weekend, not having to go out of my way to talk or speak to him. Shortly after the divorse was final, He starts seeing a 28 yr old.....btw I am 22 my husband is 25....You see my first issue. Second issue....I have to share MY dad with someone i could probably see my brother in law (28) with. Third and FINAL issue.......I am told i have to Respect his choice...which i do, i dont like it and i will tell him every chance but i do however REPCET it.
I dont play well with others FIRST AND FORMOST...if i dont like you i dont come around. seeing how I dont like HER i choose not to come around, even if that means loosing the one thing i LOVE THE MOST!!!!! Between actions on both sides i decided I cant handle not being NUMBER 1. although you tell me SHE understands.....I AM NOT THE ONE DATING HER DAD AM I!!!!!
No need to be ugly..........but if you only understood what its like to BE SECOND OR 7th, you would be the way i am????
Dirty laundry......THAT AIR A LONNNNGGGG TIME AGO!!!!
But he's your dad........ YOUR DARN RIGHT HE IS MY DAD, and i dont want to share him with someone who could possibly be me SISTER
But she acts mature for her age.....well 5 kids will do that to you, She could possibly be sweet....dont know she just STARES ALL THE TIME, you cant just look at the cover you actually have to open it up.
So say what you will, do what you may, I really dont care. Been scared, battered, and bruise, words really are words. Have it your way or attempt to see it mine, either way its your choice, NOT MINE!
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