First....Second...???

So the first anything is hard and you learn to be better for next time.
~First time you ride a bike you fall off you learn to try and try again.
~ First time you drive a car, you stop and go then you learn to relaxe and trust the cars mechanics.
~ First date...You are so nervous, you for get your first name.
~First Kiss
~Porposal
~Wedding
~First Child.....First Child with a Congenital Heart Defect.....I admit I was SOOOOOO Scared, "Can i be a mom?" "Am i strong enough?". Kennedy Help realize i am Strong, I am an Amazing Mom. Although Kennedy's story was short she was heard around the world. Her legacy will continue to be heard.

 

~First Angel child.......A club not to many brag about but why not I have something my friends who have kids dont....An Angel. My friends who have children dont get to say they held an angel and saw them fly to the arms Of GOD. I have a personal Guardian Angel, Do you?

~First time out without your Child......This was the hardest, harder than do a selfless thing, Leaving the house and grabing dinner. You gulity, you feel pain of not having yours while others have theres. Walking through a store you hear parents complain about there children while i would GLADLY take your place and love your children. Watching as friends have their babies, secretly being soooo angry because you had to go through what you did. Having people who havent ever lost a child, try to give you advice on a daily basis, and then realizing you have to say thank you and walk away before you kill them.

~FIRST CHRISTMAS WITHOUT YOUR CHILD.......this past christmas i just wanted to scream, i would have loved to spend christmas in hospital. But thats not what i was ment to do. Kennedy spent her first christmas in the arms of mine and Michaels Grandfathers, which i would love to do. Kennedy Spent her first christmas picking out Her sibling.

First are ALWAYS scarey because they are unknown. Our First Rainbow child is sooooo scary, but with Faith and the Hand Of God, I CAN DO THIS.