To My Sweetest Angel....

Dearest Daughter

   My sweet sweet Kennedy Fallyn, oh how I miss your face, your toes, your courage. Today, This past week has been the hardest, not just physically but emotionally. As hard as I try, I just want to break down and cry. I was fully aware of the emotions this training and bereavement photography would bring up. But what I wasn't prepared for was the emotions it would bring up with your daddy. Daddies are strong, and the back bone of a family, but you see, sometimes daddies need to cry and be loved on. This has brought up some emotions we both thought we had a handle on. when you died, it broke our hearts and together we mended each others. Sometimes the faintest of smell can bring it all back up. This past week has been hard not only on me and dad but us as a unit. But in our own special way we will work through it, hand in hand, as hard as it may be we will survive. 

   Your brothers are crazy. As if you didn't already know. Jimmie is so emotional, just like me. Hes so kind and caring. He's an amazing kid who keeps us on our toes. Colton, well hes a wild thing. Hes so vibrant and for coming. He has a strong head and an even stronger heart. They are our will to keep going. 

I wonder what your doing? How old you are? What you look like? Are you tall or short? Do you have curly hair or straight? I will always love you and wonder who you'd be today?

Love, 

Your Mom