Today is not a good day AT ALL. On top of missing MY BABY, My dad has to have everything about him. Apparently we arent his.....biologically...well doesnt that suck knowing you raised 4 of someone elses kids.................WAIT isnt he doing that already his 28 year old girlfriends FIVE kids plus the possiblity of her being pregnant AGAIN. When do i get to be happy...Saying my "see you laters" to my 22 day old baby, then having MY dad say he isnt my dad. But he didnt like it a few years ago when his dad did the same thing. Then finding out that SHE might be pregnant...that just isnt far....i worked sooo hard and did nothing wrong and yet my dad seem to want to go that LOW and hurt me that DEEP.
I cant seem to catch a break. I want MY BABY.....just to love and give her kisses. Do all the litttle thing for her and with her. All i want is ONE baby and MY DADS GIRLFRIEND cant be happy with her 5.
I MISS KENNEDY!!! and i came to the realization that it wasnt me my dad wanted but her, now that she is gone so is HE!!!
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